You have experienced a series of events in which emotion and logic have failed you. In my experience of this it is… uncomfortable.Spock, Star TrekDiscovery
At times, our emotional and behavioral as well as our thought patterns fail us. And Spock’s analysis is, well, a truly Vulcan understatement.
But let’s be clear: to an outsider, this detached view might be actually true. Our different imprint, history, and heritage might make it easier for another to see through the chaos you perceive as unbearable and un-interpretable.
Mentors and coaches offer such another view. Maybe it is as gallup says: Mentors may not show us the way, but they show us there is a way.
Maybe it is time to have another take a look. I would love to help.